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i am returning from fb to my main "ana" livejournal. see you over there :)

Jan. 23rd, 2013 | 02:41 pm


facebook was starting to drive me crazy.

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Feb. 5th, 2012 | 08:45 pm

updating to let LJ this account is still active.
hi everyone :)
i'm on fb mostly now.
but i am slowly returning to here
and to my site, which is now a 12 year archive that is free to get in to:
so working on that, fixing broken links, etc.
and then will start a new portion of the site.

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merry xmas:)

Dec. 25th, 2010 | 11:04 am

an oldie but a goodie:


make sure to click through it all :)

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i made an ana voog official facebook page :)

Dec. 3rd, 2010 | 07:26 pm
mood: creativecreative

join, like or both!

will update there with pix, vids, thoughts, and in the future, music

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ana2 coming back to life

Dec. 3rd, 2010 | 10:58 am
mood: satisfiedsatisfied
music: yo gabba gabba

the bigcam/cam1 is back on in ana2 periodically. i found a simple webcam software called camupload that works with the webcam imbedded in my netbook. my netbook is the only computer i have right now, so if you need your username and password again, i'm sorry i cannot retreive it for you as all ana2 password info was on my main computer that broke and i have no idea when i will haver the $ to buy a new computer and also macromedia dreamweaver so i can redesign the site. anacam will not be updating with the new image and also the cam1thumb by the "today" section is not working. this webcam software only ftps to one url, not multiple urls and it doesn't send a thumbnail. but the bigcam works and if you click on that you will get the remote cam, which also still works. i'll leave updates and reports "under the bed" because i cannot ftp anything to the today page or make new anagrams on this netbook right now. the cam refreshes every 1 minute when on. cheers, ana

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Oct. 8th, 2010 | 11:12 am

i know my purpose on earth now, revealed to me at 44. i am here to let you know that religion + pornography have worked hand in hand, like good cop/bad cop, to keep humans ignorant of their greatest power for transformation, that of the orgasm when combined with love. through movement and sound and by merging with one another with love and deep respect, the keys to everything will be revealed and healed.

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a favour to ask of anyone who is at burning man right now

Sep. 4th, 2010 | 04:03 pm

if anyone who is at burning right now can see this or this message can get to you, would you please write "thank you henry rose" on the temple or whatever gets burned at the end? write it on a wall or on a piece of paper and stick it on the burning man so his name is there and my thanks are there are it burns into the ...sky there. that would mean a lot to me if anyone could do that. thank you.

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henry rose (may 14th, 2010 r.i.p.)

May. 23rd, 2010 | 03:48 pm

henry died inside of me when i was 36 weeks pregnant.
he is now laid to rest in a family plot.

i will post the birth/death story when i have the energy to type it out.

we are all healing well.
we will miss him.

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my pregnancy

Mar. 16th, 2010 | 03:03 pm

for those of you wondering what is happening with my pregnancy,
i am now 27 weeks pregnant.
he is a boy named henry.

sadly, we also found out that he has trisomy 13 and has just about the most severe heart defects that are possible.
and he has other severe abnormalities such a bilateral cleft palate which will mean very difficult feeding and breathing issues, i think.

he will probably not live more than a few days, if he even makes it alive to term at all.

i am dealing with this very sad situation that is beyond my comprehension.

lili and violet are doing just fine and are robust, healthy, joyful creatures.
they are both walking everywhere now.

and M, my husband, continues to be the best husband a person could ever hope for.
loving and supportive and kind.

i look forward to our first spring in our new house. and look forward to planting a garden and getting back to photography
so these things get me through these difficult times.

just wanted to let you all know what is going on with me, briefly, if any of you still check in here from time to time.

i will let you know when henry arrives, and tell you about it when that time arrives, and i have the strength to write about it

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question for people not living in america

Nov. 18th, 2009 | 12:09 pm

do other countries have places where you can rent a storage place outside of your home foryour extra junk?
or is it only in america we have so much stuff we can't even fit it all in our houses?

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